What I Really Wanna Say Is There's Just One Way Back, And I'll Make It...My soul Will Have To Wait...
So...3 weeks huh?
I hate feeling so busy...so set in what I have to do...
Can't things just merrily go along their way? with pleasantly surprising evenings spontaneously happening?
With whatever time I do have to myself, I find that I'm thinking moreso of what's to come than what's been done and what's being left behind...almost to the point where nostalgia and guilt/regret aren't really playing a part in this...
Which is soooo not me...I have the annoying tendency to look back...to see where I've been...to notice what's brought me here...to find out what I've done and how those actions have played a part in my current situation...
Except now...as leaving this all draws nearer and nearer...I just want to live in the not-so-distant future...I want to be in this new life...I want to give myself the chance to grow...and I want and need to see where this is all going...
You can't ever forget the past...it's always going to serve as the foundation of your present...but at some point, it'll be time to move on...it's not only what you should, and in some cases need to, do...but at times, it'll be what you'll have to do...you go on...every brick is meant to support the next one on top of it...you don't finish a house in spite of the foundation, you can only finish a house because of it...
Your past will always be there, to some extent or another...but once you get caught behind, the happenings of today will rarely wait for you to catch up...
So, 3 weeks huh? let's do this...Watch your step on the way outt...